I have the uncanny ability to listen to the same song/group/album over and over and over and over and over again (and again and again.) My freshman year at Pepperdine, I would wager about 90% of my music listening time was devoted to this album. It didn't help that the light in my dorm room made a little 'tink-tink-tink-tink' sound when it was turned on that was surprisingly similar to the sound that starts off this album. So I would walk into my room, turn on the light, and go, "Oooh, yeah... I wanna listen to that!"
This album also highlights a certain quirkiness in my timing. You see, I pretty much completely missed the 80's- I saw Star Wars in the late 70's and I was lost in a galaxy far, far away for a long time. Consequently I 'discovered' for myself artists of the 80's after their initial claims to fame, after everyone else discovered them. So I caught up with Depeche Mode not with their live tour of Music for the Masses that culminated in their '101' live album, but with their 1990 release 'Violator.' And though I remember hearing and seeing videos of R.E.M.'s 'Stand' of '88 and 'Losing My Religion' of 1990, it wasn't until 'Automatic For the People' came that I latched onto their bandwagon. Similarly, I had friends who ogled Bono in his 'Joshua Tree' days but it wasn't until 'Achtung Baby' came out in late 1991 that I seriously gave them a listening. I find it interesting, though, that the times I get into a group are often when the group or artist is changing, or is coming under a critical revision and so I find myself coming into things in the midst of change. And this phenomenon has extended beyond the realm of music, too. It fits my predilection to look behind things /people/events and look at their motives- for it is precisely these moments of change that cause people to rethink where they are coming from and where they are going to.
Most of the time on this 'soundtrack' you'll find that if I'm interested in an album I focus on three songs. And the three songs here really do speak of what was going on in my life, but at the same time, almost every song on this album speaks to me- I feel it is truly a work of art. The first song, 'Zoo Station' speaks of the change that is occurring- a change musically for U2, and a change in my life: of essentially moving out of my parents house into my own life. 'One' is just a great song, and along with 'So Cruel', just flows - one of those happy artistic moments when everything is aligned so that the words and the music just come together and so perfectly reflect what you're thinking and feeling at that time. The guitarist The Edge spoke of those songs as a couple of his favorite on this album for those reasons, and thematically they spoke to some of my doubts about my long time relationship with a girl named Michelle. Anxiety and doubt, properly expressed and reflected, can become beautiful moments. I hope you enjoy.
Zoo Station
One
So Cruel
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